StreSs SiaNzz SicKkk
BirthDay BoY is askin for present!! kekek!! okie...i will review thru ur birthday list ya....12 July! So whr to celebrate? do let me know if there is ya...(if convenient -- u noe wat i mean rite..)
Is the triple "S" ~ StreSs SiaNzz SicKkk~ that makin me so arrrrggghhhhh....hard to describe that feeling...Its all resulted from work, pple and environment....Things are not goin very smoothly for me...esp @work.. Been lookin out for jobs...but u noe..im a lazy pig and it wil takes quite a while for me to touch up my resume....workload increases as times goes by...paycut...Though i always grumble and complaint on my job but it's not easy to handle this kind of job I doin...cust scold and yell at u but u got to swallow all ur pride and let them curse at u..hiaz...that is the life i have everyday....
What makes things worst is...work is so tedious and hard..but pple ard me is so ER XIN...making life much more miserable...maybe is in sale dept..pple tends to be more self center...and selfish...anyway...long ago..i already hated human...i dunoe y...suddenly i started to have this feeling ..seeing human/pple make me shunt away....jus like the negative and postive pole of a magnet!! Make me keep away from pple...shuting myself away...maybe the older you are, you wil see different kinds of pple...the more u know abt them, the more scary they are..that is how i am goin thru now...reali horrible...its been quite awhile for me...so is okie...getting used to it...dun ask me y i become like tat...for those who know i am quite outgoing last time...
All these is makin me so sick...lost in a big jungle ...dunoe which direction i shld go or take...maybe i have reached a junction in my life...is time to quiet down and have a thorough tot on wat i shld be doin now...and which path i shld go...my career...my lifestyle...blah blah...so confusing...
meanwhile, shall continue to look for a better job...A change in environment might be a good choice...
i have half day more to endure @work...hope something might brighten up my day....lets pray...real hard...
Amen.... ;P
Is the triple "S" ~ StreSs SiaNzz SicKkk~ that makin me so arrrrggghhhhh....hard to describe that feeling...Its all resulted from work, pple and environment....Things are not goin very smoothly for me...esp @work.. Been lookin out for jobs...but u noe..im a lazy pig and it wil takes quite a while for me to touch up my resume....workload increases as times goes by...paycut...Though i always grumble and complaint on my job but it's not easy to handle this kind of job I doin...cust scold and yell at u but u got to swallow all ur pride and let them curse at u..hiaz...that is the life i have everyday....
What makes things worst is...work is so tedious and hard..but pple ard me is so ER XIN...making life much more miserable...maybe is in sale dept..pple tends to be more self center...and selfish...anyway...long ago..i already hated human...i dunoe y...suddenly i started to have this feeling ..seeing human/pple make me shunt away....jus like the negative and postive pole of a magnet!! Make me keep away from pple...shuting myself away...maybe the older you are, you wil see different kinds of pple...the more u know abt them, the more scary they are..that is how i am goin thru now...reali horrible...its been quite awhile for me...so is okie...getting used to it...dun ask me y i become like tat...for those who know i am quite outgoing last time...
All these is makin me so sick...lost in a big jungle ...dunoe which direction i shld go or take...maybe i have reached a junction in my life...is time to quiet down and have a thorough tot on wat i shld be doin now...and which path i shld go...my career...my lifestyle...blah blah...so confusing...
meanwhile, shall continue to look for a better job...A change in environment might be a good choice...
i have half day more to endure @work...hope something might brighten up my day....lets pray...real hard...
Amen.... ;P
posted by ❀@d~LiN❀ | 11:21 AM
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