With me, myself and I, there are a lot of things for me to catch up for myself.
Resuming my study for my marketing and advertising is pretty tough. Been a long time (4 years) since I had touched a textbook and attending lectures from 7pm to 10pm. :( Assignments are the next killer with tight dateline. I'm going to go through all these for another 1 year..to get my Degree.
Work is getting worse.. been losing my motivation and passion.. It's difficult to work when things are not good at office. Moving on will take great courage.. due to the hugh responsibilities as well as the stress that I'll be getting really frighten me off. But think of it, who will get this kind of opportunity often? Should I grab the opportunity? Ans is YES, OF COS!! But still I'm struggling inside ..that is me! Sometimes, I really hate myself in term of making a decision.
I understand that I can't stop what people want to say or make their own assumption. I can't help but thinking that it was wrong of him to say about how we ended our relationship, especially to a bitch! The feeling is hurting and disappointing. It's over, don't include me in his topic. Our friend have to ask me if the story about us is true... It came to me that it is hard to accept the fact that people are talking about our past relationship. Have I really got over or I just mind those comments? I want to start everything afresh.. with my own new life..
Lastly, I just decided to change my little blackie..will be getting my white-ty.. :) within 4 days!! haha! That is fast. I'm now waiting for the stock to arrive. All thanks to my godsis for asking me and trina for giving me such a great deal..thanks!! :) Though I will be still driving a Hyundai car .. :)
Work this week toward a worthy -- but what might sometimes seem "impossible" -- goal.
